Endless Shadows hovering over depression.

                 I have seen clouds for as long as i can remember

                Sadness awakes me when my thoughts get carried away

                Unfulfilled dreams lay buried beneath concrete

                 Trapped in this soulless figure

                 Craving happiness

                 Seeking light

                 Just a goal

                 Just a dream.

                   I send my thoughts to light

                   Where the clouds don't go

                   And the rain never hovers

                   Only happiness that will someday be contained in my sorrow

                   This storm that follows me

                   Is just a wall

                   Just a feeling wandering near by

                   No way out

                   A maze engraved with bad memories

                        As hatred raps around me

                        Trying to cut through these ropes.

                         I'd rather feel the the laughter

                         And consume the joy

                          Let the light swarm me

                           The clouds would get swept away
                      But instead I see endless mirrors behind my dark thoughts
                          Pulling me into remorse
           


              I say nothings wrong
                That I'm fine.
              That I'm happy.
              But the more that hatred and glaring eyes trap me
              The more I become immune
               Immune to this feeling emptiness
              This feeling where only a smile can free me.